Friday, 19 August 2016

'Have you forgiven me yet?'


"No. I haven't forgiven you. Not yet. Not ever. My rage, my inability to forgive you, they are my last, my only, link to you. They are all that I have left of you. You took away every memory I had of us. Every morning we shared. Every kiss and every word gone, just...gone. Except for the moment I lost it all. The moment you walked away and left me forever. 
You think I hate you for leaving? I don't. I hate you for taking all the good with you. I have all the bad, the hurt and all the missing you. I don't remember what we had, but I miss it. I miss it so bad that it physically hurts, it aches all the time and it breaks me. You see, you took away the memories but not the feelings. You made my mind forget but my heart remembers. So, yes, I hate you. I hate you with the ferocity, power and devotion that can only come from the strongest, truest and most complete love. 
You got to keep the good, all of it. So, just leave me with the bad. You've proved yourself capable of that."

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