It's not what we did that is unforgivable to her. She's forgiven me. at least a little. It's that it was you that did it, that she cant forgive. We both did the exact same thing but we didn't hurt her the same way. I hurt her as the idiot ex who stuck around. Someone she cares enough about to forgive but not enough to truly hurt her. You hurt her as a guy she loves beyond all reason, the person she truly trusted not to betray her. Then you did it. I inflicted the equivalent of a a fractured finger, but you? You're a few broken bones, possibly a stab wound. You want her forgiveness? You want her? Then go earn it, earn her. Apologise. Not once, but over and over and over again. Be sincere. Hell, grovel. Embarrass yourself. Promise her that you will spend the rest of your life proving to her that you wont betray her ever again, and mean it. Don't just tell her you love her, SHOW her. Make it your life's work.
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